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Ugly is…
Broken is…
Different is…
the new beautiful.

There are many names that the world has given me.
The weirdo, the loner, the weak, the outcast, the heretic.
If beauty is not talent, but being included, and harmoniously blooming into a flower, you can go do that.
I’m a monster.

Yeah, so what if I limp, walk slow, or stop? (It’s ok)
So what if I’m a lot more behind than the expected result? (It’s ok)
So what if I become lonely because my dream is something that can’t be cheered on? (It’s ok)
You whisper behind my back.
What are you looking at?

You’re not ugly
The world’s standards are too high
You are beautiful.
You don’t know me, you can’t see me
It doesn’t matter, I like myself.

You’re not weird,
The world’s standards are too straight.
We are beautiful.
We can be different, we can go crazy.
Cuz we’re the new new new beautiful.

The world’s fingers pointing at me, only trying to give me orders.
It’s an irregularity, not a foul play, so why am I the only one who gets a yellow card?
Not everyone is like Picasso just because they have a slanted, close view.
I’m me, you’re you, you look at me with different colours, only.

Yeah, so what if I act perverse, different, or wrong? (It’s ok)
So what if I offend those precious eyes of yours? (It’s ok)
So what if I’m attracted to unwelcomed love? (It’s ok)
Beautiful, ‘me’, me, me. Not you.

You’re not ugly
The world’s standards are too high
You are beautiful.
You don’t know me, you can’t see me
It doesn’t matter, I like myself.

You’re not weird,
The world’s standards are too straight.
We are beautiful.
We can be different, we can go crazy.
Cuz we’re the new new new beautiful.

I’m too different from my what you want me to be like.
Come closer.
I’m so beautiful.
I’m too different from my what you want me to be like.
Come closer
Look at me now!

We’re not wrong
We’re just different because we don’t like the obvious answers.
We are beautiful.
You can be different, you can go crazy.
Cuz we’re the new new new beautiful.

Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful

Real is the new beautiful.

On my way back from leaving you
I’ll forget you, I’ll erase you, 
my burnt and blackened love

Don’t make that face, 
this is my last conversation with you
Don’t be disappointed
yes, don’t meet a guy like me now
I’ll be on my way first

I’m getting farther away from you, 
you’re disappearing
Don’t easily forget me, 
because it’ll hurt too much

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

On my way back from leaving you
I’ll forget you, I’ll erase you, 
my burnt and blackened love

I guess love is leaving
it rides the wind and flies far away
I guess everything is changing
I guess you’re changing just like me

Even though it hurts, I’m relieved
Even this feeling is too burdensome to me
You’re looking at me nervously, like a whining child
Your tears are holding onto 
my shoulders that have turned away
Saying goodbye is sweet but I’m okay though it hurts
I take my foot out from your shadow
I take off our ring too

I’m getting farther away from you, 
you’re disappearing
Don’t hate me because 
it’ll hurt too much babe

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

It hurts, I miss you so much
I’m going, I’m going, I’m leaving

You probably don’t know yet
You probably can’t know yet
I look at you, who is struggling…

Because it hurts more for me, 
I’m letting you go like this
Tears are flowing because you and I, 
we loved so much

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

I’m walking on these streets without you
I’m walking on these streets without you

I may be smiling right now but I’m trying to hold it in
I’m strongly clutching my two hands
You’re being deceived when I’m saying that I’m OK
I am shedding all my tears behind your back

Your small, trembling shoulders, your small lips
I’m sorry – you collapse before me
You swallow me up hotly
and shed tears
I’m sorry – you hug me with all your strength

I let out a sigh past your shoulders,
tears rise up past your shoulders
But only I know how I look
I want to live in your memory till the end,
I want to smile in your memory
Like a fool, I just smile at you

You’re not a bad girl, You’re not a bad girl
The tears shed for me, put those tears away
She will be hurt, hurt because of me,
so I need to hold it in

Why, why, why are you crying because of me?
You should always brightly smile, why are you crying?
Forget me, brush me off and leave in peace
Don’t you believe me? I don’t want to bring you down

My heart that beats from deep inside,
the lingering attachment that’s deep inside
I just bury it as something only I know
I want to see only your smile till the end,
I want to protect your smile
Like yesterday, just smile at me

You’re not a bad girl You’re not a bad girl
In my heart, in my heart
I hide my feelings, I hide it for you so
I need to hold myself back

Only you are my master,
if you want, you can leave me
I will let you go, for you,
I will let you go

You’re not a bad girl, You’re not a bad girl
The tears shed for me, put those tears away
She will be hurt, hurt because of me,
so I need to hold it in

I may be smiling right now but I’m trying to hold it in
I’m strongly clutching my two hands
You’re being deceived when I’m saying that I’m OK
I am shedding all my tears behind your back

Grattis fantastiske vän <3 

Känner mig jätte overly attached nu men kan leva med det.

Hoppas du haft en fin dag och fått mycket go fika! Hähä, ser fram emot att äntligen få komma ner till sthlm igen på söndag, har saknat dig min far ;AAAA; 

Anyhow, älskar dig enormt mycket och du ska veta vilken bra vän du är. Du ställer upp för mig och du kan alltid få mig på bra humör. Hoppas du får leva många år till <3

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