When I walked you back home, it was the house of another guy
I felt like you always walked a bit farther from me when there were a lot of people
Just like a big balloon shrinking down, we have cooled down
I can’t hide my frustrated heart
What went wrong?

It’s always the same as last night – you turn away from me
I’m so tired of me always being the clingy one
Because to me, it was always you – I always trusted you
So every night it’s lonely, miserable, tiring

I will leave for you so I will get to hate you
Now I won’t cling onto you anymore
I’m gonna be better – it’s better if I’m not here
Especially today, you have so many secret

You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again I wanna hate you
You always pretend nothing is wrong
Did you have to pick up the phone right now?
You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again

Every night, you always turn away from me
Going back before I met you – ridin now, say goodbye
Although it’s hard to let you go without regret

It still hasn’t hit me yet about you
The promises we made are gone with the wind
The only remaining thing is your cold eyes
Like a wretch, I still miss your smile
I hate myself for that -
I still can’t acknowledge that it’s the end for you and me
I wish I could die

I will leave for you so I will get to hate you
Now I won’t cling onto you anymore
I’m gonna be better – it’s better if I’m not here
Especially today, you have so many secrets


You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again I wanna hate you
You always pretend nothing is wrong
Did you have to pick up the phone right now?
You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again

The memories of when I first saw you become faint
The love swing has stopped
I board the train that will never come back
I’ll let you go I’ll let you go…

I’ll throw it all away, now I’ll let it all go
You can leave now
Don’t ever look for me – though my heart hurts
So I can forget you

I will leave for you so I will get to hate you
Now I won’t cling onto you anymore
I’m gonna be better – it’s better if I’m not here
Especially today, you have so many secrets

You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again I wanna hate you
You always pretend nothing is wrong
Did you have to pick up the phone right now?
You make me go insane
She gives me so much pain
I won’t be back again

Har suttit och kollat på massvis med fina grajjor på Yesstyle. Fäller några tårar för jag inser sakta att jag aldrig kommer ha råd med dem där sakerna, men man kan ju alltid hoppas. Kanske om jag lyckas spara pengar den här månaden så har jag nog råd med en ny ryggsäck och kanske en liten tröja också hähähähähäh. 

Snyftar för Peniel är så underbar huihui. 

Annefjång alla ni bönder ute i världen.

Blev inget bloggande igår pg.a jag och Lina var på gymmet och när jag kom hem så dök jag ner i soffan och somnade. Frukta icket dock, jag duschade ju såklart också.

För tillfället så sitter jag i studiehallen och trollar runt på Tumblr. Alla andra har gympa men jag har ett skavsår som gör att jag inte kan gå utan att hoppa runt på ett ben som ett jävla mähä. Så ja, det är mitt liv just nu.

Ha lite Girls Generation för att förgylla eran vardag. Varsågod, damer och herrar.